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Fri, Dec. 19th, 2003, 01:13 am
seeking him

Who was the first at Hogwarts to find out about all the deaths that have been occurring? Not me, no. Sirius. Sirius Black was the one who told me. He told me quite a bit, too. Apparently, Father has known about this and a list of people who the Dark Wizard (calling himself Voldemort) is after. He's already murdered Walden's uncle, who -and I just found this out, as well- was married to a muggleborn. The git deserved it. Anyhow, Mother wouldn't let Father tell me anything.

Apparently, this Voldemort has plenty of power. He's got control of the Dementors, which have left Azkaban. My mind is racing, I can't think of anything but Voldemort and how much I want to be out there with him. I have to find out how to become one of the Knights. I don't know if I can divulge that to Father, however. That might not go over so well, that his youngest wants to be an active part of the cause. I think Lucius, who is usually quite supportive of these things, might be having doubts. He walked away from me twice this evening. The right choice is so obvious. Surely he sees this.

Unfortunately, there's also an order forming that is completely against Voldemort and his -albeit right- ideals. My idiot of a cousin is leaning toward that side of the game. Then, he told me that he'd turn his wand against me, if it ever came down to it. I don't know why, but that struck something inside me. Of course, snarkily, I told him I'd murder him if I had to, but I don't know if I meant it, entirely.

Fri, Dec. 19th, 2003 02:27 am (UTC)

Darling Bellatrix,

It's paining me to speak to you considering the terms upon which we are standing, but I thought you might be interested in the article my father sent me. Feel free to read it...you seem to enjoy it so. I hope tonight was not the last time we shall ever speak, but it's looking that way, if the future is taking the turn we all expect.

All of the love I have left for you I give you now,

-Sirius Black

PS: Do good on your own terms Bellatrix.

Fri, Dec. 19th, 2003 02:43 am (UTC)


I'm surprised that you even thought to owl me. I've read your article, it was indeed very intriguing, and I thank you for the early opportunity to peruse it. It would break my -what your now ex-friend James would have said- small, cold heart if tonight were to be the last I ever spoke to you. However, if it must be, then so be it. I most certainly can not go about with the 'other side' now that I've chosen mine.

Love for you on the other side,



What I'll be doing, I doubt you'll consider good.


Fri, Dec. 19th, 2003 03:55 pm (UTC)

Hm... Yes, I see the right choice...

Fri, Dec. 19th, 2003 05:25 pm (UTC)

Lucius darling,

You sound so unsure. There isn't any other way, and I think you know it, deep down.

Adoration beyond infinity,